Articles

Now It Springs Forth

In the early days, he told me: live your life.

Welcoming Myself Home

Every time I turn from my kitchen sink, I turn and see in my mind’s eye a house full of humble people meeting on a Sunday afternoon.

The Lightest Anchor

A writer tells a there and back again story about finding the unexpected and the new perspective it taught her.

Mountains

Although I couldn’t see it at the time, God was making a way. It didn’t feel like summiting the mountain, the hard work and new heights that proved I was moving forward. It felt more like walking through a dark valley carved through the heart of my sorrow.

Within and Without

An artist reflects on the struggle of creative work, a battle with materials and with his own self through which an expression of courage takes shape.

From Nothing

From ages past, first to last, everlasting to everlasting, the Ancient of Days, more ancient than days, clothes of thunder and eyes ablaze. A wind is gently blowing now; a divine breath exhaled.

These Are the Good Old Times

With the busyness of everyday life, the constant demands of work and family, it’s an easy default to do instead of to be.

The Making of Me

Words spoken suddenly switched on lights that blazed in a universe bright now where night once ruled before verbs and nouns pronounced sky and sea as separate then announced a new world as “good,” an adjective repeated to affirm all the “fearful symmetry.”

Living Work-Free

I took a year of early “retirement” after being laid off, but discovered that my old habits of productivity tied to self-worth were hard to leave behind.

Taking Shape – Letter from the Editor

The contributors to this year’s issue of Imprint prompt us to consider what is happening in front of our eyes, even as our modern distractions hinder us from looking with appreciation or listening to each other’s stories with care.

All These Things I Have Kept

Thomas turned around and looked back down the tunnel. The bend in the road was much closer than he remembered. Just a few dozen steps. He began to walk—hesitantly at first and then briskly, remembering he was late for a meeting and that he had left his laptop on the ground.

Poem in which I compare my friend’s marriage to a 1993 Honda Civic

oh Shane. take in the car. Take the car, in, Shane.

Pursued

A striking image in an old poem led me to research conversion stories online. What I found filled me with wonder.

Re-Discovering Relational Wisdom in The Great Dechurching

The authors of this book remind us that whenever people leave church, we shouldn’t watch them go and say, “They were just the wrong sort of people,” continuing service as usual. Instead, we must sit with the weight of that loss for as long as needed to create positive change.

Sing a New Song: An Interview with Mike Janzen

An interview with local singer-songwriter Mike Janzen about his recent work, The Psalms Project, and making new music in an old tradition.

Tasting the Moment: The Chaotic Joy of Fatherhood

When the whirlwind of new fatherhood turns a romantic dinner into a lesson in patience, beauty and compassion emerge in unexpected places.

The Stay

My father spent autumn watching trees drop their leaves lying in hospital bed C

Turning Points

Much like the process of creating a new recipe, life can feel like a series of expected trials and choices.

Next-Door Neighbour

My experience during the pandemic taught me to see my homeless neighbours and acknowledge the reality of their lives–and our responsibility to respond.

Turn & Return – Letter from the Editor

On the way out of the centre of Amsterdam on one of the city’s oldest canals, the Singel, boats pass a public art installation featuring large terrazzo letters set into the wall which read terugkomen is niet hetzelfde als blijven—“to return is not the same as to stay.”

Breadcrumb Tales: The Stories that Follow Us

The co-founders of Grace Toronto children’s library think through the importance of fairy tales and explore how stories root themselves in our hearts for a lifetime.

Reach

It takes a lot of vulnerability to reach out, not knowing if someone will do the same. It’s easier to stay put and pretend we don’t care. But growth only happens when we reach out.

Slava! Tracing the Roots of a Rallying Cry

The human experience of glory coalesces around moments like Ukrainian President Zelenskyy’s defiance of the Russian invasion of his country. But what was the significance of his rallying cry?

The Grain of Memory

Inheriting my family’s film camera is a tangible reminder that the past stays with us, and has led me to reflect on how memories are made.

Vellichor

I view the spiritual life much like I view used bookstores—something I engage with in the here and now and yet I am simply existing on the edge of the great story that has come before me.

Yardwork

Once again, life was unkind to Gary. So he went to the shed, poured gasoline, checked the oil indicator, the chain tension, Put on ear protection.

Formed with Every Fibre

Three lessons from a forester, a professor, and a luthier.

Dumplings

Disconnected from our cultural legacy by my family’s attempts to assimilate, I found a belonging that transcends culture.

Short Time or Long

Throughout the Epistles, Paul displays inspiring patience and humility that brings a tear to my eye. It’s quite supernatural and something I wish I had.

Roots and Branches – Letter from the Editor

This year’s theme of “Roots & Branches” emerged out of a late fall conversation when the dropping of leaves was putting a punctuation mark on the passage of time, and has bloomed into a particularly personal and moving issue.

Painting the Universe

An astrophysicist takes up an artist’s brush to meditate on God’s wondrous works.

How will I find you?

There must be some essential part of us that doesn’t change, even though we’re transformed.

A Mirror of Sainthood in The Curse of Chalion

This fantasy novel delves into the nuanced relationship between faith and works, worship and will, from the perspective of a human being who must find a way to live through paradoxes.

New Worlds All Around

Six children’s books reward our attention and invite us to discover the power of playful storytelling.

The Voices

Anxiety and self-doubt tell me I can never be worthy of others’ kindness, but God’s loving voice refuses to be drowned out.

What the Eyes Can't See

My experience of invisible suffering showed me how vulnerability allows others beyond our social façades.

Dream Home

I went to an open house. “Well-loved bungalow with endless potential.”

Beyond – Letter from the Editors

The authors and artists published in this issue turn the optics of faith and imagination onto the world around us, discovering new visions of “beyond” at home, in our communities, and in our hearts.

Canadian Parable

The kingdom of heaven is like unto a merchant man, seeking his coffee: Who, when he had rolled up the brim, found treasure therein, and went on his way rejoicing.

A Liturgy of Hiraeth

O God, God of Adam and Eve, God of humanity. We are homesick. Homesick for a place we have never been, and yet long for deep in our souls.

On Parting Well

Come now, you holy ones who have tasted sweet honey, who have spoken and were spoken to, who have loved one another

Re-membering the Body of Christ

We asked Grace Toronto congregants what life together looked like in our pandemic year.

You Can Be Our Brother

Built on a robust theology of sexuality, Beyond Awkward Side Hugs casts a vision for strong, gendered relationships inside the church.

Dear Gabe

Your mamma was not mad at the doctors for telling her that her situation would likely never change and that you were not possible. Doctors are trained to look at circumstances for what they are. They tend to look at norms and facts.

Eye to Eye

As an ophthalmologist, I have had the privilege—and the pandemic risk—of seeing eye to eye with my patients. Did this proximity with strangers have something to teach me?

Dear Appa

I took it for granted then that I could call you and you would know what to do. I didn’t realize that it wouldn’t always be so.

Dear Toronto

In this encounter and many more, I have come to experience the immense beauty, freedom, and safety within diversity—a glimpse of the new Jerusalem.

Living in the And: Experiencing Lament and Grace in Pregnancy Loss

The way that the people of Israel collectively plead with God in the book of Lamentations also reminds us that grief can be felt corporately, in the communal body of the church.

The Unmasking

As through a dark glass. See how you are formed By the Spirit’s subtlety, like dawn, Which shines new light upon that face once more.

What It Takes

It’s clear it takes some parents and a Walmart.

Look Up

I call you like a bird at twilight who sings and sings, desperate for a reply before night

I am with you on Thursdays

like companions settling down with so-and-so, in a new city, new job, doing such-and-such. “I’m still here for you whenever you need me.”

The Coming Day

The following is a work of fiction based on a real situation which occurred in Toronto on Easter Sunday, 2020, at a downtown grocery store.

Thursday Night

In the circle of Oxford writers known as the “Inklings,” friendship was a boon to art.

Kioshkokwi Lake, Algonquin Park

Across the water, the deciduous put on their green. Dad says they look like paint-by-numbers trees.

Searching for Community at the Yonge Street Mission

Katie Cooper interviews Arleen Gomez about the organization’s efforts to serve the homeless during the pandemic.

Together - Letter from the Editors

This issue laments the loneliness we’ve all felt. More importantly, it celebrates the gift of togetherness. I would tell you more about the wonderful work in these pages—but let me leave it to my colleagues on the Imprint team with whom I do this “together” work.

Broken Together

We can’t be ashamed to reach out for help. We’re never as alone as we think.

In-Between

During the pandemic, the membrane between work and life became more permeable. Was that the reason for the exhaustion?

My Little Old Lady

I wanted to be kind and generous—but I always hoped my neighbour wouldn’t impose.

Youth Voices 2021

As part of the exploration of Imprint’s 2021 theme, “TOGETHER”, we invited members of the Grace Toronto Church Youth to submit pieces that reflect their personal connection to the theme.

GCA's Fall Event

Mark your calendars — Nov. 13, 2021 @ 7 p.m.

A Haunted World

The end of my wife’s maternity leave helped me discover an alternate reality.

Family Letters

In families, there is much that remains unspoken, even unspeakable. Sometimes, in an effort to span the silence, we try writing what we have never felt free to say.

Freedom Flyers

Confined to land and water, the penguin is nevertheless free….

Lead Me to the Cross

What does it really mean to pray, “Thy will be done?”

Imprint Magazine Visuals Workshop

The Imprint Magazine team will host a virtual workshop on Saturday May 29 from 10:30 am - 12 p.m.

A Prayer for Endurance

We will boast in your goodness, O LORD, all our days, for there is no end to your tender mercies.

Métis Hospitality: The Poems of Marilyn Dumont

I’d always found poetry exclusive, but A Really Good Brown Girl offered me welcome.

Siren Voice

Her voice is pretty and silvery, like the glint of a sharp edge…

Vine

On the day the axe fell at your root, The impatience of my goodbye surprised me…

Read with Us

Read with Us

At The Fountain

A poem dedicated to all those affected by COVID-19.

The Mystery and the Magic: Engaging in Difficult Conversations, Part III

To risk looking at our shame requires that we are loved, and to risk being loved requires that we are seen in all of our shame. What is most important, then, is the…

Behind the Scenes at Imprint: With Photography Editor, Luke Cleland

Art, I think, from a Christian perspective, comes out of a search for what is true, good, and beautiful. I was inspired to join the Imprint team, because I wanted to add a community to this search of mine. Creating in a community is how we were made to thrive.

The Mystery and the Magic: Engaging in Difficult Conversations Part II

Society seems to shout “YOU DO YOU!” from every rooftop. We emphasize self-expression and vulnerability above all else . . .

Freedom: Letter from the Editor

When deciding on Imprint’s 2020 theme, our team liked the idea of exploring freedom. I, on the other hand, balked.

Welcoming the Refugee

As Grace Toronto Church prepares to sponsor a new refugee family in 2021, we hope this interview can helpfully shape our hopes and expectations . . .

Behind the Scenes at Imprint: With Creative Director, Katy Togeretz

A short interview with Katy Togeretz on her experiences with Imprint and creating our Freedom issue.

On "Making" — All Things for His Glory

My journey with “making” started through my love for the home. I was obsessed with interior decorating from a young age, and refinishing furniture felt like the perfect outlet for this underlying itch I had to create.

The Mystery and the Magic: Engaging in Difficult Conversations Part I

My time in quarantine, which seems to stretch on as far as the eye can see, has prompted me to revisit past ruptures in my relationships. Rather than hope that they might simply flatten and disappear…

Behind the Scenes at Imprint: With Visuals Editor, Tim Wat

I believe the subjective voice has the potential to speak to someone on a personal level, whether through visuals or writing. I’m especially interested in visuals, which speak without speaking.

Let Us Make: A Call to Create in Community

What I didn’t understand all those years ago that the call to write wasn’t just a call to some solitary, quiet corner of my house where I could stay tucked away from the children, my head bent over my keyboard. The call to write was also a call to participate in something far bigger

Bread of Presence

In rising light, I stumble to the kitchen and stand in service of the yeast…

Dear Little One: My Promises in a Precarious World

You picked quite an eventful year to be born! This year, the world changed in ways we never could have imagined.

Joining MoveIn

Near the end of the year, I was fortunate enough to get a job offer at a hospital in Toronto. There was a part of me that was excited to live alone in the city, to sequester myself and restrict my social circle.

Welcome Back!

Several days ago, we learned that our son’s spring high school graduation, already delayed once, has been postponed again.

Cultivating Inconvenience

It is late. Night has long since cloaked the parking lot, but my daughter’s whimpers and the bustle of the emergency room keep me oblivious. I watch a patient walk by, and my eyes follow him to the window…

What is Marriage

Is it a shared bed with an extra quilt for you and a cracked open window for me

A Glimpse of Resurrection

The happy Easter Sunday I was starting to enjoy became a wisp of a dream when the phone rang suddenly.

Life in a Pandemic: Gavin & Lara Jackson

Gavin and Lara Jackson share a bit of their perspective on life in a pandemic.

An Unplanned Gift: Alex’s Story

Read Alex's story to learn about the work of the Pregnancy Care Centre and the difference that love and support can make in someone's life.

A Graduation Letter

My dear Fiona, How should I start a graduation letter to you?

What's growing in my garden

With the weather warming and most parks around us still closed, in recent weeks, I finally turned my attention to our garden.

A Friendship in Letters

Our letters have been shuttling back and forth for a year and a half now, keeping the time that we’re apart.

Dentist Chair Confession

The truth is, I have never flossed. Not even once.

A City in Transit

Toronto’s transportation history shows a city balancing the preservation of the past with the relentless march of change.

Godspeed

Pioneering Olympian and community leader Silvia Ruegger faces cancer with grace, running and an unrelenting faith.

Writing These Anxieties

When the lockdown started, I tried to learn as much as possible about this virus, its transmission, and the situation in Canada.

Visitors

“Do you know where Nancy lives?”

What a Christian community in the Alps taught me about living in Toronto’s hustle

I woke from a deep slumber, temporarily at a loss for where I was.

Keeping Time: Letter from the Editor

Having been the daughter of perpetually late parents, I’ve long been avowed to punctuality. But I’ve made a recent discovery . . .

Imprint's Summer Reading List

I asked the team to share a couple book recommendations and the result is a delightful mix of to-reads you can enjoy on a patio in the city or your next cottage weekend.

Snapdragons on a quiet Sunday morning

Tiny acrobats climbing up green leafy poles

Making Faces: A Photo Essay

To experience the world through a child’s eyes is to see again the wonder in the everyday, the surprise of the unfamiliar and the delight in the ordinary.

At The Clinic

About once every two months, I get an email that says my hour has come.

Room 206

My mother’s cancer journey influences my work in palliative care.

A Prayer for Two Cities

Give new life to the decaying; New hope to the fraying.

Finding Refuge in Allan Gardens

What secrets of the city could this park tell?

Spoken Word: Too Many Fish

Mark Durksen uses spoken word to explore the burdens as blessings of expanding to two Sunday services.

In Praise of Smelly Curtains

I learned the joy of cooking from an immigrant mother whose sole instrument for measuring was her index finger.

Ordinary Time

I reach to check her blood pressure and listen to her chest because she says she is unwell.

First Generation

The mysteries of my grandfather, a modern man.

The Hungry Teeth of the Ages

I long for a notion of history that invites us to take up the openness of the present.

New Skin

A poem and illustration exploring the old and new.

Toronto Reviewed: AGO

Though the AGO has undergone numerous renovations, memories of the older versions of the structure are suppressed by the new.

Potato Bolani in the Park

From Afghanistan to Toronto, Malika Rasoli is building a new community and sharing the taste of Afghani cooking.

Keeping Time is Keeping Faith

Keeping time is a way of keeping faith. What does this look like when it comes to the season of Advent?

Old and New: Letter from the Editor

We complain endlessly about the traffic in my midtown Toronto neighbourhood. It’s been years of the Crosstown LRT project—and years until the new subway is completed.

Imprint launches a website

We’re expanding on our annual print issue and launching Imprint online in order to reach a wider audience, work with more creators and to engage with culture in the place where so much of culture is being formed—online.

Neighbours

Beside us and around us, we inevitably share the same sidewalks. We asked some of our neighbours to introduce themselves.

A Place to Call Home

In April 1873, the members of St. Andrew’s Church gathered for a congregational meeting to discuss the future.

An Open Book

Every day, scores of children reach for the door of Children’s Book Bank in Regent Park. They turn the handle and walk into a new adventure every time.

Be Our Guest

I was a recipient of generous hospitality. And I needed that welcome, if I ever hoped to be a neighbour myself.

Have A Seat

The CEO and the homeless man alike may share one with a whole middle-class family in between. Like the Lord, pews do not play favourites.

Lessons from the Road

Love flows firstly—and most truly—from a place of need. It’s our brokenness that makes neighbours out of us.

Neighbour, Soldier, Friend

Murray Bevan is a community advocate, a father figure, a recent widower, and a fantastic cook. He has lived at Dundas and Sherbourne for over a decade.

Neighbours: Letter from the Editor

I parked on Carlton, just past the dog park in Allan Gardens, and grabbed two large boxes from my trunk. I had a few things to deliver to the church. After ten or twelve blind paces—the heavy boxes obstructed my view—I realized I could not carry them alone.